I hate being in my early 20’s, just out of school and at my first job because I feel like there is a million little strings pulling me in all these directions about what I should be doing.
I should be traveling, I should be paying off loans, I should live in the moment, I need to save, I should be putting myself out there, I should be living on my own, I should be finding a boyfriend, I should read this book/watch this show/watch this movie, I should find myself, I should be going out on weekends, ect.
And they paint it to be such a wonderful time because you’re really finding yourself. But to me, it’s so many choices that I don’t even know where to start. To me, this is way more confusing than being a teenager. I had goals as a teenager- get good grades, get a job to pay for stuff, and go to college. Now that it’s all done I have no idea where to start or how to start. And it is freaking me out.
I know I’ll figure it out, and I’m being super dramatic, but I just feel like I don’t even know where to begin anymore…